I've been looking into a lot of things, these past few years.. and now looking back on my blog I noticed that a change has been made - not a change of myself but a world that has changed..around me.. and that's where I have failed..and wish to change. As the world changes, it is an obligation to change according to the changes, to make the effort to see whats going on around you and to try and understand and equal out the changes with you're own.

I Love Nothing, I beleve in nothing.

Does Nothing really have a meaning? We use the word to describe something that's not there - something that doesn't yet exist. But that's the beauty of it, the beauty in Nothing is that just because nothing is there yet doesn't mean "nothing" can't be put in to replace nothing. Nothing is the clean slate, and Nothing is much much more deeper than I have ever thought or imagined..it's a word that knows no end,


Nothing is something - nothing is whatever you make it.

Look, all I want to do is be remembered. In any form of remeberance, I want to remember myself, and what I've always stood for, I want to remember why I tried to do what I thought was the right way to go, but most importantly I just want to remembered.. I couldn't ask for anything more or less.. just to be remembered.

And who knows, Maybe If I'm lucky I could be remembered as a person who was just like everyone else- but was passionate about it. What better way to make a dent! be passionate about what your doing, get excited, tell the world! This is what you love, this is what your gonna do for the rest of your life, because it's what you love, and there's nothing anyone can do about it. And it would be the full blown in your face truth. You want to be an Artists? Take your sketch book everywhere.. we cant let a little shyness get in the way of something we feel so strongly about! HECK NO! and why should we. You want to be a rock star, play 1000 instruments all at once? Who's going to tell you it's not possible. This is our time! and it's up to us to take it not only as is, but take it as isn't and make it happen!! There's not going to be other chances, there are not going to be other times, there are not going to be other dates- other opportunity's- other inspired moments or eye blinks! What do we have to lose!? We wont live our lives dominated by dout or shame!!!!! So this is where it doesn't end.

This is where we remembered to be remembered, To remembered who we are, where we came from and why we're here.. but most importantly to remember your loved ones

it's been said

It's been said that these days people will always be the same, act the same way, and say all the same things- And that may be true if I looked at it in their point of view, their point of view is there own. It can be said that times never change, that all people and places face a certain amount of greif and pain, that the world is nothing but a palethra of infectious dout and pesimism, that the negitive will always stay the same, and that bad luck will always take place in everyones life. it's been acceptated that we have to like all the same things,listen to all the same music, have all the same tastes, all the same dreams- or lack there of, to keep up with what is considered cool.


But I can assure those who are unsure what aside they are on, that there will always be the other side, a side that cares a lot more than they care a lot less. And as much and we can be co nsidered tiny stains in this world.. I can assure you, that we are a group of stains that will never be washed out- we are a group of stains that will never go away.

Wondering about wondering how wondering could help wonder up the newest idea- or newest vision that creates the everyday situations of our everyday lives. I wonder what will happen in ten days from now? The state of being has happend, the future will stay the same intill it's here, but the past was never in that situation or thought at the time, we are all centered inside a ball of time which takes place only when we can invision where we currently reside in. Our main thoughts are a creation of whats around us. if I looked behind me to see a wall, I know for a fact that wall is there. but when I turn around that wall has left from my vision and I have no clue if that wall is still there. Nor could I tell if it even exsists, intill i turn around and see it again

It's been said that these days people will always be the same, act the same way, and say all the same things. And that may be true- if I looked at it in their point of view, their point of view is there own. I can assure you that even though I'm only a tiny spec compared to what this world is made of, but I'm a spec that will not go away. you can count on that

In the end we are ALL going in the same direction

The point of doing anything is just to live, to be alive! the point of being alive is to do stuff! Thats the whole point were here. And there shouldnt be any reason to accept anything less. it's our time to make our own decitions, to learn our own lessons, to take our own journeys, to do what we've always wanted to do, to do things we wernt so excited about, to improve the way we think about everything, to be a team, to remember this isnt about YOU but about US, to be proud about who you are, but soak in and embrase all in which you need to improve on, To have pride in yourself - no matter what! to understand we are all square pegs in a round hole; were all diffrent, to be the best we can be n any situation, to not be so suseptable to the infectious lack of pride, to not let anyone tell you what to do; but to still make the better decition on your own, to do unto others what you want done to yourself, to do all the things your passinate about, to not get distracted from whats really important, to soak all the information you possibly can, to take what makes us sad and use it to drive us to do MORE

To live life intill there is no more life to live. This is another chip off the rock, and we continue to chip the rock to find our diamond.

in the end, we will find we have been the dimond we've been chipping for all along.

Your friend,
Cory Ag

You cant stop what you cant end

This is growing, time never stands still with that said there has never been a better time to look. There are seconds in your life where they feel like theyre the same, but thats when we need to take a closer look. Is what I'm writing the same thing you've read before in a book? Maybe some of the words and sentences have been said before, but is surley put together diffrently, in a diffrent month, in a diffrent year at a diffrent time.Has this time ever happend before? Or is this yet again another second that is new? Is theyre a huge vast of new seconds coming our way, or will we perseive them as old? Still either way the new seconds never end, and they tick away as they cross into the realm of unimaginable beauty and the unknown.Will we cherrish these seconds, or will we just sit around and do nothing? Will we be vunerable from douts causing us to melt away? As Humans, Should we be susceptible to the world around us? Maybe we arnt so susceptible to what seems like a neverending infection from lack of pride, acceptance and energy as we thought. Maybe everything we have ever wanted was always inside of us all along. Maybe the world filled with vast masses of mass, energy and molecules can be seen from all sides and angles.As it's been said, "You have to look at things in all directions before crossing" and you. You dont just look left and then right but up and donw and north and south and west and north west and any of directions theyre are possible. What has this ever been? This is under no circumstances anything less than an explosion of life and that goes without saying. All of this goes without saying. Nothing had to be said in order for it to be or keep going. That's the beauty of it all, events happen and thats how things are and the movement of time keeps going. Time is persistant, even on the darkest days it still manages to stay on top of things without hesitation or second thoughts. But if Time is persitant, then ultimatly would make you persistant right along with it, your in time as we speak and it is time in which is holding you up. There are no coincidences here. This is it, and it's exactly how we felt, that day we took a trip to the store blasting the music with the window open and the wind blowing in your face, it's the time spent with family and loved ones. The feeling of excitment, or fear, the feeling of relife and pride, the feeling of being successfull, the feeling you got when you didnt do so hot. it all adds up and all is being accounted for and used!! Not one thing is everything and everything is not just one thing. Dont worry, you are right. You were right all along. this has always been inside of you to take to have to feel to jump to laugh to spill to hug and cherrish and most importantly to love.

Your friend,
Cory Ag

Why anything?

If people think what I'm talking about is boring,or pretentious, I understand and I may even agree if I imagined myself from their point of view- their point of view is their own. If some people think what I'm doing is stupid and annoying- I understand and that may be a very good point, but that still has nothing to do with what I'm doing. I'll do what Im going to do, and if what i'm doing feels good to you, then great. All of our reactions are all part of the performance anyways- were all in it together, were all on stage and in this script, there is no wrong lines,and no form of rules as to what comes next.

Your friend,
Cory Ag

Everything is new- literally.

Things are getting better and better every time we see them. Could it be possible that every time we see something- it would be the first time we had seen it before? Was everything we have ever seen new to begin with? As an example: You are using the computer but it's forever changing, even as I type.. new things are occuring, my fingers have NEVER pressed the keyboard in this way before- these series of words are in fact new dispite seeing these words seperatly in diffrent context during the period of our lives, these words have never been on this screen before in this point of time, and it has never been 8:09 pm January 6th, 2007. ALL of this is new, and who can say whats going to happen next. whos to know(marry poppins) exactly what is (cranberry) going to be said next? This was never our time to waste a second of what was given new to us everyday of our lives. We are constantly growing, we are constantly new

We are unforgettable.

just trust me

With love,
Cory ag

Where has all our energy gone? has it diminished in size despite the fact that what we see around us has stayed the same dispite their changes; they still stayed the same in their worth and place in this world. Does energy decrease in size, when were less inspired and pumped, I think so. Ok, So that leave me to think, "what can I ultimatly do to kick this up a notch and really show myself what it is I'm made of, will I ever have another chance? and if so, then when? Can there possible be a breaking point, or are there no points at all. When will there be a time to stare dout in the face, or will we just wait till the time comes along on "it's own" And that's really when things really start to kick off; that's when things get really clear. There's never been a better time to start, because starting is the first part of beginning and beginning is the start of what never ends! There's never an end and theyre never will be.The point of doing things, is being alive. The point of being alive is doing things.. And what better opertunity is there?? When something is covered does it just go away? Does it change shape or form when it's covered.. Will we ever know? Could it change it's form back to normal As so as sceince or people make an effort to study it. Who knows. Dont be afraid, the things that are most scary are the things we all need to go after and face.. Will we even remember being scared of them 30 years from now? Or will we just remember it by the journey and not but how much things terrified us, and that really brings things into perspective, it really shows we can do anything if we put effort into it, how much energy we have, how much insperation we get, how much passion we have, how much were determined and by the simple effect of love apont those we love, and just of life itself. And it all pushes us forwards and keeps us going and the the beauty of it all. The beauty of it all rests on your shoulders, Without you there is no beauty.. because without you there would be no one to perseive it as such. There would be no love, No fear, no hatred, no passion, no lust, No fun, no happiness. Which compeltly shows how we have made this world what it is.. and how much we've put into it. I'm very very very thrilled and honored that There are so many who strive to be better, who have passions, determination, and dreams. And it truley brings me to the dinner table to gorge on what seems to be a neverending buffey of friends. I'm So happy, to be surpunded by great people, by family, by friends.. And I can only imagine how far we will go.I can only picture how things will turn out for all of us. and it's hard, it really is.You can often find yourself compelte drenched in life, and in a way feel like your drowning by all the intensity and power of everything, that's really when when you should roll up your window for a while and just look at it through a pane of glass to truley see and look at what your missing out on there - you know? Your riding down the road, with your window down and it's raining outside, you can really feel the raindrops and the wind, and the cold.. Roll your window back up and for all you know, it could be sunny.. all you see is the few raindrops on your wind-shield, your no longer apart of it and your enclosed space is keeping you from the outside world and is keep you from getting wet. When somethings covered, does it just go away? Roll up your windows, and consider what's outside, consider what season it is, and whats really out there.. it's only up to us to take a closer look and to find what we've been looking for only to truley relize we've had what we wanted all along, and that all we had to do was roll down our windows to be apart of it.

Were always apart of it.
Cory Ag

Our time has come! This is our chance, and to let it pass by would be an absolute disgrace! This is our time, and not just our time, but ALL people, it is ALL of our times! We are not just individuals - not each person on their own, but rather the entire human race grouped together - that is who we are! And it is our time! Our time has come! It has arrived, and it's a good thing that it's come now and not a moment later or it would have come too late! We are at the deadline! Today is the time to start doing all the stuff that we've been putting off, or saving for a rainy day - now is that day! This is the moment where all that you've done can been used to achieve all that you'll do! If you give everything you have you will get everything that you want! Everything for everything! It's a fair trade! For the first time we realize that if we don't do it, it's not going to happen! And if we don't do it right now, we won't be able to do it ever! This is it!!! And we also see that it isn't going to be easy! But we don't care! We want it too badly to be lazy! So bring it all on! In one giant overwhelming chunk!!! We are going to be able to do stuff that we never thought we could do before! Life is too short! So much of the time we're thinking about what we've done, and what we're going to do, but we need to think about what we ARE doing! Right now! And how do we feel about it? And do we want it to be something else - something better? And what is better? And what is the whole point anyway? And where do we begin? And why should we start now anyway? Because right now might very well be the last chance we will ever have! Because today might be the last day that we're alive - that anyone's alive! Tomorrow might not ever come, and we should work to do everything we can with the day that's given to us - and that way if tomorrow does come we will have earned it! Don't take the easy way out! Don't think about it later! Don't wait until you feel more like doing it! Live right now! Don't feel guilty and let it slow you down! If you do feel guilty then use that to drive you into doing all you can! Never stop trying to do more! The time for resting and taking it easy is over! The time for being easy on yourself is long gone! We no longer have that luxury! We no longer deserve that luxury! For far too long we have done too little with too much! We have taken everything and given nothing! It's not about us and it never has been! It's about everything else! It's not about you! It's about everything! It's not about YOUR world! It's about THE world! We keep on building up and defending this illusion that somehow we have the right to be selfish! We should not indulge in anything that keeps us from realizing that we are all in this together! We should be happy! We are alive - and nothing should get in the way of us being happy about that simple fact. Knowing that fact, and realizing it as truth, and I mean, REALLY realizing it, not just looking at it as some sort of cheesy philosophy that you hear all the time, but living and dying by it - that should keep you happy no matter what - NO MATTER WHAT! We hear it all the time because it's true. It's also pretty intense. And because it's so simple it can be overwhelming - but in the best way! It is not something to be afraid of! And if you're not afraid of it, good! Now go out and put it to use! We say that we know and understand everything - then why aren't we living like it? LIVE LIKE YOU MEAN IT! It's admiting that you're part of something bigger than just you, whether you like it or not. And a lot of the time, we don't want to be part of something bigger. We want to be us. We want to be the one person that is yourself, or myself, and we build our whole lives to fulfill ourselves and to confirm and reconfirm that we exist in this life for us. We are not living beyond ourselves, we pride ourselves on being individuals. And that is appealing and great, but it has so many limits! I don't really know what I'm talking about, and I need to do this as much as anybody! And for all those people out there who say "I know this already!", good, now go spread the word! Because this is not an idea or a concept, this is fact! This is true! So give me a chance! And give everyone else a chance, because this one chance is all we have! What is the point of being human? The point is to push ourselves farther! We should push past the point that seems comfortable and easy! We should aspire to do the stuff that seems completely and totally impossible and insane and work towards it always! And never stop trying! Never settle for less! Be hard on yourself! Demand way more than you feel like doing! Expect all that you have and then some! And never let it go! Never take it easy! Time is really running out! And this time it's for real! It's all coming down to this moment! And it has been for a long time! What are we going to do? Who are we trying to fool? Why are you pretending that today doesn't matter? Do not ignore it! IT MATTERS! What are we trying to prove? These are the actual DAYS OF OUR LIVES! YOU ARE LIVING YOUR LIFE TODAY! Everything you are doing, saying, and thinking! This is not a temporary time that we can mess around with! This is the whole thing! What are you going to do with it? What are you going to do in this crucial moment? This is serious! This is no exaggeration! It sounds dramatic and extreme? THIS IS EXTREME!!! And extreme times call for extreme measures! The human race has never been faced with the set of circumstances that we are faced with now! We can't pretend like this is just another day! This is THE day! This is TODAY! We have never been given today before! We hold it all in our hands! Go find a calendar and look at the date - whatever day it is, realize this: this day will never come again! There will never be another one of today! It is a one shot deal! What are you doing with it? What are you doing with your life? What are you doing TO your life? Imagine what other people would do with your life! Why do we waste our energy on stupid problems that mean nothing? Why do we waste it? Imagine what someone would give if they could live just one day in your life! How are you treating your life? How are you protecting and honoring this crazy miracle that has been placed in your care! You have the responsibilty! You have the duty! You have the obligation to live you life for all that it's worth! And this is the time to do it! And we are all being asked to go above and beyond! That is when things happen! As it has often been said: the truest crime is when good people stand by and do nothing! What are you? Are you a good person? What are you doing? Do even more! Take your starting point and push past it! Find something that is really hard and that you don't think you'll ever be able to accomplish - better yet, find something that will benefit more things and people than just you, and devote yourself to it! And don't give up! Stay committed! Stay strong! That is the answer! And it has been all along! And we all know it! The answer is to do everything for everything else! You should come last! And you should be proud too! And that should be how you come first! Bring others up to the levels that you take for granted! Give other people a fair chance at starting from where you start! Use what you've been given to give others what has been stolen from them! Maybe we can't do everything, but we can try! Always trying! It has been said that the only time you really fail is when you stop trying! Do something! As always, something is better than nothing! You can always find a million reasons to say no - to wait - to forget it - to ignore it - when are you going to start? It is too late when it's too late! When you look back and wished that you would have been a little less lazy and a little less scared and a little more driven? Do it because it is the right thing to do! Do it and expect nothing in return - only the satisfaction of knowing that you tried your best! This is why we're alive! This is our potential! This is our mission! This is our time!!! NOW!!! NOW!!! OUR TIME HAS COME!!! LIVE!!! NOW!!! OR NEVER!!!

One Incredible Journey

There never was a warning or even an attempt to understand what might have happend as I've gone through transitions in my life, and how could there be? Will my life always be the same? I really dont think so, so that's why I'm here.. to keep learning and be myself in every way I can. there may not be much words I could say to guide everyone of you through our incredible journey, but now I can truley see what my true love is..my journey, my life, my family and my friends. And from now till the end of time and exsistance, our journey will live on.

One Incredible Journey.

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have we ever wondered about wondering. have out deepest thoughs wonder'd into a far off place of wondering, where everything is in question, there are no answers. Did we ever wonder what it's going to be like the next day, or a year from now or.. does time itself wonder about whats going to happen while we interact with it? has time ever changed us, or have we changed us? Will we ever wander off and ponder, or do we ponder off to wonder. Lets say we have already wondered into ponderment, would there be time or place to question why we wonder, or does it become so automatic that it becomes normal, and something we dont even notice.

Time never stops.

Love always
Cory Ag

Where has all our energy gone? has it diminished in size despite the fact that what we see around us has stayed the same dispite their changes; they still stayed the same in their worth and place in this world. Does energy decrease in size, when were less inspired and pumped, I think so. Ok, So that leave me to think, "what can I ultimatly do to kikc this up a notch and really show myself what it is I'm made of, whill i ever have another chance? and if so, then when? Can there possible be a breaking point, or are there no points at all. When will there be a time to stare dout in the face, or will we just wait till the time comes along on it's own" And that's really when things really start to kick off; that's when things get really clear. There's never been a better time to start, because starting is the first part of beginning and beginning is the start of what never ends.



There's never an end

Love always,

Cory Ag

The point of doing things, is being alive. The point of being alive is doing things.. And what better opertunity is there?? When something is covered does it just go away? Does it change shape or form when it's covered.. Will we ever know? Could it change it's form back to normal As so as sceince or people make an effort to study it. Who knows. Dont be afraid, the things that are most scary are the things we all need to go after and face.. Will we even remember being scared of them 30 years from now? Or will we just remember it by the journey and not but how much things terrified us, and that really brings things into perspective, it really shows we can do anything if we put effort into it, how much energy we have, how much insperation we get, how much passion we have, how much were determined and by the simple effect of love apont those we love, and just of life itself. And it all pushes us forwards and keeps us going and the the beauty of it all. The beauty of it all rests on your shoulders, Without you there is no beauty.. because without you there would be no one to perseive it as such. There would be no love, No fear, no hatred, no passion, no lust, No fun, no happiness. Which compeltly shows how we have made this world what it is.. and how much we've put into it. I'm very very very thrilled and honored that There are so many who strive to be better, who have passions, determination, and dreams. And it truley brings me to the dinner table to gorge on what seems to be a neverending buffey of friends. I'm So happy, to be surpunded by great people, by family, by friends.. And I can only imagine how far we will go.



Long live what we've started, Long live life.
Your friend,

Cory Ag

Roll down your windows

You can often find yourself compelte drenched in life, and in a way feel like your drowning by all the intensity and power to everything, that's really when when you should roll up your window for a while and just look at it through a pane of glass to truley see and look at what your missing out on there - you know? Your riding down the road, with your window down and it's rainging outside, you can really feel the raindrops and the wind, and the cold.. Roll your window back up and for all you know, it could be sunny.. all you see is the few raindrops on your wind-shield, your no longer apart of it and your enclosed space is keeping you from the outside world and is keep you from getting wet. When somethings covered, does it just go away? Roll up your windows, and consider what's outside, consider what season it is, and whats really out there.. it's only up to us to take a closer look and to find what we've been looking for, only to truley relize we've had what we wanted all along, and that all we had to do was roll down our windows to be apart of it.

Your friend,
Cory Ag

We dont have to distance ourselves from being passionate for fear of being wrong or left out. And beleve me everybody does that, we all have fears and intimidation and we can face them. I really think that there's a new step out there, that Human beings are about to step up another level. And it has to do with seeing and be strong enough to see all sides, where you really can see beyond the life you live. Have the strength to say you beleve and understand it, but also see and understand what the other guy might be thinking.



True compassion that stretches So far, and can take us all up to this HUGE world, where you dont have to put up walls to keep things out. To protect yourself, but actually are stronge enough.. literally strong enough.. to knock down anything in the way. and it'll all come in, take it all in and say "you know what Im gonna love every single thing in the world it's all here to make me happy, and if I can just eliminate the things that may try and push, just simply accept it all see it into two ways only to smash it together"



When you dont like something, when there's something you dont like.. if it's a person, a thing to do, a song even..with me at least alot of times... if I really think about it, I really get down inside of myself, i'll see that the reason I dont like it, is because of my own weakness, I'm scared of it, or I'm jelous of it, I'm envyous, I dont understand it..I think it's stupid...for some reason. But if I really think "wow..where's it comin from" that persons just like me at the end of the day, this person that's making this thing or said something,or did this thing or made me feel funny.. I shouldnt be offended by it, there just doing what they think they need to do, and if it's wrong .. I can only imagine where it came from...and whos really to say if it's wrong or not..who has that say you know? And all of a sudden things dont seen as complicated. They get real clear... and you just see yourself in a mist of the world. and wow what we can do in the time that were here.



Your friend,

Cory A.g

If we can take what we have, and what we know. And hold on to it tight, if we can get motivated, if we can stop worrying about what other people are doing, if we break the mold, if we keep going, if we can relax and leave the walls that we've put up, if we can accept that even if the stuff you do is considered "werid" or diffrent that that was exactly your intent, if we can just start to think about others, if we can relize that this could end within seconds, if we could look and feel and see the world around us and not put up barriers, the tree over there isnt just a tree, but it's bark and leaves and a home for everything yuo can think of, do you know that tree? have you lived with it all yuor life, have you stuyied it da and night? You will NEVER really "know" the tree, but you can still look and wonder and picture and imagine, use your imagination.

I'm not

I'm not stopping... ever

without a shadow of a down, I truley Beleve.. in Beleving, that goes without being said. I enjoy what I do, I love being here, I love the fact that I'm still alive with all of you, wither you feel i'm joking...or that it's only a phase, but you will soon discover, that not only is this true.. but that it will remain true, it will remain the way it is, dispite what others might think.



I dont want to be this way, because of religion or Philosophey.. None of this has anything to do with either of those things, this is only the full blown up in your face join us or go away truth.



People can and will laugh. You can walk down the road in a holloween costum and wave at people, and there's bound to be people laughing, but what does any of that matter, when your 100 years old do you really think your gonna remeber people laughing, no your going to remeber being out in the costum in the first place, your gonna remeber all the stuff that you can here to do, your going to remember how cool it was to live.



We honesetly truley have nothing to lose. Just do what you want, you will never truley know how it will turn out intill you try.. even if it never turns out the way you wanted.. at least you tried and thats all that counts. Life is Short, So I say give it everything we can.. and I dont say that very lightly or mellow I say this with the greatest passion and energy and love you can possibly think of!!!!!! Why? because I can.

It's been a wild couple of years. never the less, I couldnt be happier the way things have turned out, I couldnt be happier with the things I have, and the things I can work for. I'm very happy withthe times that were good and the times that were not so good even down to the shocking things that you least expect, im very happy with being able to see and experiance this all.



There's so much that I'd like to see happen in the next couple of years, but I have no idea what to expect. Sometimes, you just get so scared that your dreams and visions wont come out how you planned or want them too. but that's ok, it really is. The Important thing is that you tried, and that your still here to pick up where you left off. maybe it's just too hard to think of it like that because it seems so easy, it seems just too easy to just continue on like everything will be ok.. but then I ask, who's to say everything wasnt always ok? Everything you've lived for, saw,done,said. Has brought you were you are, and now your hear writing/reading this.



Did you ever imagine in a million years that you'd be sitting here reading any of this? maybe you just happen to stumbble onto this blog and just started reading, maybe you know me from somewhere. the truth is, No one knows. You didnt know this is what you were gonna read, because you havent read it before, it's new. it's a new thing, new things are everywhere!! EVERY SECOND THERE ARE HUNDRED AND THOSUANDS AND MILLIONS AND BILLIONS AND ZILLIONS OF NEW THINGS HAPPENING



Life is everywhere, yet still were able to walk right past it, oversee it. Everything you have ever wanted has been here all along right in the palm of your hand. if you look into the palm of your hand what do you see? Do you see a palm or do you see lines, how many lines? are there hundreds, or are there only a few. are the millions or only just thousands? how Exciting is it!? for me I think "wow... here I am, I just told my brain to look at the palm of my hand so my eyes moved, my arm moved my wrist moved, and my thoughts worked... this is all insane!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, here I am.. just out of the blue putting dents in time.. that moment I took to see my wrist was a moment that stood still at that very second never to be erased. this moment I stopped and actually thought about how truley lucky I am to be here and to do all this stuff is now forzen forever in time. And further more... there's still so much for me to think about and see and feel, and touch and smell, and do"



it can get so easy to give up, it Also can be so easy to just stop. To not dream anymore, and to stop taking risks, to listen to what others tell you, to do what your told. And all of those things are OK. but I would rather do me own thing and I think you all would too. dreaming is an important part of life dont give that up one dream after the next!! dont ever ever ever ever give up., thats the worst thing you could do to yourself.



We owe it to this world, filled with people who didnt get the same chances we do, to give it everything we have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Dont worry, your doing fine. Your happiness has been in front of you all alon

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A view of imaginative thoughts

Are there questions, or just answers. are there questions that answer answers or are there answers that answer answers? Can questions question other questions? or can answers answer other answers? Can the world really be full of what seems like a neverending vast of diffrent views or are they just diffrent ways to look at it. Are the stars really stars or are they burning balls of gas burning millions of miles, are they peices of rocks floating up there or arre they a four pointed shape. If you turn up sidedown is everything upside down or is it a temporary state of vision, are things really upside down? When you look into a mirror, are you seeing your reflection or the mirror or both. When you hold your hand up to your eyes what do you see? Do you see five fingers? Look closer, look beyond the fingers.how many do you see?. dont just concentrate on the problem, but look beyond it. Look beyond other views to conquer problems. When things get down and out, are they really down and out? or is it you? Are things really the down and out or is that your making? Could our lack of imagination be making things harder? or are they easy? Is this a myspace entry or a jumble of letters formed into a code?? is this a website or a mere image of hundreds and thousandds of strands of html code? Are these just words or do they have meaning? Do you understand

it truley is amazing how were still able to talk, and to fuction and to type.. all the things that could possibly end our lives short has yet to happen, and for that I am very greatful, and honored.. that I can even have this chance to be here, when there are so many others who didnt get the chance..there were and are so many others less fortunate than I am... with that said we are very obligated to take everything we have and make sure Iwedont take advantage of it.

We cant just sit around and wait for things to happen, people spend their whole lives waiting for the happy ending to come.. when a happy ending is just that..a happy "END"ing. Dont wait for an ending. Do whatever it is you can to make things you want possible.

Life is not ALL about things you wish to have, but the things around you that you have availble right now! would you give up all you've got all to get the things you want? or would you give up all you want all to keep the things you've got??? Everything we want is here, right here, right inside of yourself all along.

This isnt a matter of understanding everything, it's not a matter of doing thigns diffrently, but it's a matter of doing the very things that you want to do and love to do.

im proud of all of you, I honestly am. you've gone a long ways, and your still pushin forwards.just keep on pushing your way through and keep trying.. tyring is one of many things that noone can take away from you.

cause as you can understand, your the only thing that people cannot take from you, everything you stand for, lived for.. is now forever frozen in time.. keep that safe, and goodhearted.

This has never been better. This is a great time right now. With all the opertunitys, and the masses gathered, when will we have the time and stength to do the things we love, to not be bothered by little things like being shy or being emabressed, when will we start taking pride in something that is oviously short, I really dont know.

This is more than me. this is more than you, this is more than us. The fact that your here still and doing what you love, makes it very clear you have surpassed me. Keep your spirits high, and keep going.

I want all of you to do what you find is best for you, and to continue in the best way you can think of. I want you to have faith in yourselves, and remember that you ARE in fact one of a kind, you have never happend before and there will never be another, even long after your gone, even in all the years.. and thats it, thats how it's going to be. Each second you make it into History, and it's your second to shine.Each second is yours to have to do as you will. And there's nothing anyone can do.

This is it, are we going to wimp out or be brave enough to accept this is our only chance. What have we got to lose but time itself. what do we have to lose but this very second, this very Minite this very year.

The very people who are alive right now, are amazing. I am honored, honored to know that there are in fact people still out there, people who are living!! Im Honored to even be here. The simple fact that Im here to type, here to talk, to breath to yell, to function wow... what if this were all diffrent.. Because we inhabit this earth, this world has changed, for the better or worse.. who knows. But what i do know is that im very thankful for the things I have. I cant beleve I got this opertunity, I cant beleve i have friends and family, I cant beleve I have any of this.

keep on hitting the ball outta bounds, and keep on trying.

Your Friend,

Cory A.g

keep going, your doing fine. Everything is fine, you have your whole life ahead of you, who knows when it will end, but you know where it starts and it starts here, right now. As you read this, you know. You always knew. Whats so stupid about living. This is Only the truth...thats just it.. just the truth. theres nothing anyone can do to change it.

keep going, dont be a fucking wimp. lifes full of ups and downs, but you have something that those ups and downs will never have, with that siad you are on the higher level of things. Your are strong enough to conquer it, stomp on it, and you also have the strength to hug it and keep it safe, for it's all you've got.

The way that you feel will be forzen forever in time, never to be changed. Noone can mess with it, or tweek it, it's yours to have and to feel and to hold. Life is sweet, but it's only getting better. The end of this was only the begiining and the beginning was only the end.

Live with pride, what have we got to lose. The very second you waste is the very second you wont get back. Think about it, the very second you dont use, the very second you forget about is the second that you will never get again. Were getting older and older and older, take a look inot a mirror then an hour later go back.. are you the same? or are you diffrent? You are diffrent. but thats ok!!

Dont take this for granted. Nows a time to remeber how lucky we are to be alive

I want us all to remember that we are lucky enough to be alive!!!!!!!!

our shining stars are the twinkles in our eyes, good feelings are from the inside of our hearts, and your strength is inside your soul

I lvoe all of you dont ever forget that

for when one day... for when one day im not here.. to say this, it can always ALWAYS ring into your heart and soul without betraying you, or Anbadoning you. This is here for you when you need it. And so will I.

Heres to the people who do what they love. it could be music, or making cartoons, i could be film makers, Photographers, shark biologists, or going to school, it could be hobbies. it could be ANYTHING. I love it along with you.

here's to love, for everybody in this world brave enough to see that there's always been a better place inside of us all along.

here's to non belevers

here's to people whos lives are constantly living a life dominated by dout

here's to leaders,

here's to followers

heres to joy

here's to all the people who stand in line

here's the to the people who choose not to wait

heres to the people who think everybodys the same

here's to being happy

here's to being sad,

heres to being depressed

heres to friends

heres to family,

heres to the trees the grass and the leaves

here's to the children and teens

here's to the people in jain

here's to the elderly

here's to the people whos' lost their way

here's to the peple who have lost so mething important

here's to DREAMS

here's to success

here's to bumpy roads,

heres to up and downs

Heres to passion

here's to the people who put lies in your face

heres who put their lies behind.

heres to disagreeing

and heres to the person who is able to get past that

Heres to the sick and the healthy

here's to partnership

heres to brotherhood

here's to whats outside your window

heres to the cars and vehicles that were invented

heres to electricity

heres to water and air

here's to the warm bed I sleep in at night

and here's to the concrete bed thats outside.

here's to the homeless

here's to the homies

here's to shoes

heres to entertainment,

heres to computers

heres to true people

here's to the found

here's to workers

heres to the people who help us keep safe

here's to doctors and hospitals

heres to our heart and head

heres to parents

heres to foster parents

heres to the poor

heres to the rich

here's to ALL music and and tv shows

heres to all colors and shapes

here's to the world. This is Not denying anything or anyone this is for all of you. This is My friendship to you,this is my love that I bring and give to you.

I love you. I love stuff, I love things, I love people. This is great, you are great never forget it, when times look rough, you look smooth. keep going, your amazing, there has never been a better time ti be here, there has never been a better time to be alive.

This is not going anywhere. this is for you. Look inside of yourself, we are lucky to even be alive. This is our opertunity. would you give up all you want all to keep the things you've got? or would you give up all you've got all to get the things you want? Everything we've ever wanted has always been here inisde of us.

Cherrish this, Cherrish you..

we have found our..pride.

ife live or die, dont be a fucking wimp

What are we so scared of, i dont know. You've had everything that ever made you feel good, in your hands all along. Noone can take it away from you. Dont be a fucking wimp. the more that you can give this, then more it will be..and thats just it. Add it, make it bigger, go big.. Go HUGE! What does that mean? What ever you want it too. Take this day, and make it huge theyre wont be another one Walls will stand up, but never there for long, for we crash them down as soon as there up. Why? because we can. We've always been strong, why would we fucking do any of this? because were able to .. to love the times We've had, to LIKE what makes us sad, to live when others die, to lose and say goodbye to last intill our moment comes!!!!!!!!!!! this is not a fucking game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the truth,I dont fucking play around. This is life.

Dont be a fucking wimp

1. have fun.

2. treat others how you want to be treated.

3. never let down.

4. Love what your doing, who you are and what you stand for, for that's what keeps you going.

5. dont be a fucking wimp!!!

6. be courageous enough to face your fears, and to love your mistakes, and the things that make you sad. For if those were not possible, neither would you.

8: trust in your self and your heart.

9: live like you deserve to be alive!!!!!!!

10: Love.

11: Nows a time to do anything and everything you can to make the days as good as possible for everyone



You know, it's your time. This is it right now, are we going down or up? it's up to us. And you've got to make this happen.. because it's happening. You are not the weak link. For you are strong. Nows a time to be better, To try harder, to live longer, to love more, to like more, to enjoy more, to beleve more. Now' is the time that is never going to come again



take a look at the calender.. this is the only sepetmber 8th 2005 your ever going to get, you might as well make this as HUGE as you can possible make it.



there is no end to this. this is no end to me, for I have succeded even if I fail.- Cory A.g

What are we afraid of? What exacly makes us so scared off by living, by being possitive, I personally dont see any of this as being possitive.. it just comes natrual.. because it's how things really are. IT'S THE TRUTH! and wither people think it is or not is a diffrent story, thats just what they think, they cant change it no matter what they think.



So scared of our fears, scared of what other people will think.. it's a hard decition between trying to fit in and totally taking everything you have without fear of it all.



Just be you!!!! You wont have another you, and they wont see another one of you, you are it. Your are THE ONE. throw all the fears, of not being accepted, of not fitting in, of what other people will say..!! because it's not even going to matter. What really counts is what matters in the end.. period



You dont have anything to lose, but your own life. Take risks Live life, Go agenst the croud.. do what ever it takes to do what you want, do what ever it takes to make sure that you are having a good time. Do what ever you can!!! Do you think in 20 years you'll even remeber being afraid to go to the prom, or being to afraid to take risks.. to try that new job you were afraid to take.. to do something new. To get Into a croud of people you dont even know and say "HEY!!! HERE I AM HOW IS EVERYONE DOING! MY NAME IS ( insert name here)!!!"



dont be afriad to take risks, dont be afraid, dont be scared. Even if the worst thing you possibly could dream of happens.. You enver came out of it with NOTHING!! You tried and thats what counts!!! Even if their not as nice as you expected, you just remeber IT'S UP TO YOU TO DECIDE TO TAKE WHAT THEY SAY OR DO TO HEART!!! it's up to you.



This is all up to you, face your fears, take risks, Listen to what other people have to say but understand your not them and dont have to be, be kind, do to people what you want done to yourself! and most importantly... Love.



The truth is... If love never exsisted.... Neither would I



With respect and Admirtion and love

Your friend Always,

Cory A.g

keep on running like the thunder! keep on running like the wind! dont worry bout your future, or tryin to fit in. You will always succeed, just have faith in what you do, just remeber to follow your heart.. youll always be you, remeber what your here for, remeber why you strive, remeber who you are, and why your alive. There's always things that happen, that's what pushes us to to more, Just think about all the things, you should be thankful for.



Now's a time to try and be better!, now's a time to be strong!, now's a time to work harder!, you know what's right and wrong! Now's a time improve!, now's a time to be you!, quit trying to fit in!.. now's a time that will never come again!. now's a time to take pride in our quest!, now is the time.. dont ever settle for less.



our targets never been far from range, but things have been overlooked.. just put all lifes experiances, in a pot, and see what can be cooked. Some days can be easy and some can be down, some days you can feel loud, and some days with no sound.. the days are growing shorter now.. with so seconds left to waste, it's time to live our lives really loud, it all adds the extra taste! now we add a pinch of pepper, add a little fun, add a little happiness, and stuff for everyone.



it's time to turned this up a notch! time to stop and think, it's time to care about others, were not worryed about what other people think. Happiness has been here, it's been here all along, and it was up for us to see it, and to sing our favorite song, cause if we add our songs together, sing them beyond and above, our friendship could never end, it's bonded by love-



Cory A.g

The point of doing things, is being alive. The point of being alive is doing things.. And what better opertunity is there?? When something is covered does it just go away? Does it change shape or form when it's covered.. Will we ever know? Could it change it's form back to normal As so as sceince or people make an effort to study it. Who knows. Dont be afraid, the things that are most scary are the things we all need to go after and face.. Will we even remember being scared of them 30 years from now? Or will we just remember it by the journey and not but how much things terrified us, and that really brings things into perspective, it really shows we can do anything if we put effort into it, how much energy we have, how much insperation we get, how much passion we have, how much were determined and by the simple effect of love apont those we love, and just of life itself. And it all pushes us forwards and keeps us going and the the beauty of it all. The beauty of it all rests on your shoulders, Without you there is no beauty.. because without you there would be no one to perseive it as such. There would be no love, No fear, no hatred, no passion, no lust, No fun, no happiness. Which compeltly shows how we have made this world what it is.. and how much we've put into it. I'm very very very thrilled and honored that There are so many who strive to be better, who have passions, determination, and dreams. And it truley brings me to the dinner table to gorge on what seems to be a neverending buffey of friends. I'm So happy, to be surpunded by great people, by family, by friends.. And I can only imagine how far we will go.



Long live what we've started, Long live life.
Your friend,

Why commitment? Why not. Commiting to something or somone being with someone to share my experiances with to me, feels like the greatest thing In the world. And I dont just mean "good" times or "bad" times. Who's to say which is good and bad?? Both are learned from.. and both are experiances that we could never have, had we not be alive at the time. The life you live at this very second is an explotion of life. As you look around, you can clearly see things you would have only dreamed of, had it not been invented or created. Some of those things are still unexplainable, and somethings are explainable in every sense of the word. But what about the things that you cant see.. Things from Miles away to billions and Billions of light years away. This Universe is Booming with life, and your are this tiny spec in this Huge massive explotion of life. Baseball games, soccer games, polker games, Riots, protests,family outings, loss of loved ones.. workers, millions and billions of them working day after day, this is all happening as your reading this, and of cource many many many more things are taking place But what does this have anything to do with commitment you may be asking? I might be adquire to ask you, what doesnt commitment have to do with this. This is everything, this is life you live and choose to lead, it's the millions of people that inhabit this earth.. its everything thats around. Go for it. with everything around theres so muchto share and look forwards too it's all great and good and amazing and true. In my opinion its very very worth it, it's worth it in every sence of the word for me. It makes alot of sense. A love you have for another that is very strong you bond in a forever bond that cant be broken..ever. for it will always and forever be forzen in time. Living Infinite with love, living invinte by love, living infinite because of love. To me commitment is not only to one thing in general, but I'd also like to think of it as a commitment to life itself. As a human being you are givng your hand to something you love dearly with all your heart, and holding that bond together. There comes a time in a life, where that lifeform must relize that there is a gigantic world out there to discover. in Fact it's so big, no one can expect anyone to see it all, it's vurtually impossible. But just to get out there and try and see what's out there, and truley see as much as you can before time is truley up and we leave our temperary states, to leave behind something that will be always be here. Every second we have had has made history, it doesnt matter if your in a book, or famous.. now is your time to shine. And noones going to change that. You are now and forever more forzen in a never ending memory of time and space. Your markings will always stay true, they will never change. Be brave, times get rough. heaven knows the waves can be really mellow at times, but they can get really rough and choppy. Please dont get Discouraged.And keep going. Love is an amazing thing. it's a thing some people spend their entire life trying to find.. even when love is all around them!! Love is everywhere, you dont need to look for love. For love is in our every surroundings, love is within oursevles, love is in everything.. The chance comes when you finally decide to open up and finally see that that better world has been inside of us all along.There has never been a better time for this, theres never been a better time to say any of this, and theres never been a better time to be alive.

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